Holy shit. I can’t believe I got sex like that today. I can’t believe you CAN have sex like that. Holy fuck. I … I don’t know what to do. I mean – I’m gay? I just can’t wrap my brain around it. I had sex with a man today?? Just, like, fuck, it won’t sink in. I had sex. With a man. Damn, nothing is going to ever be the same. Is having sex with a guy always going to be like that? Or was it just Brian? Can you be gay if you only have sex with one guy? Fuck, I just don’t know anything about this. I need to talk to someone. But who? Where? The internet? God no. Arg. This is so confusing, and all I can think about is Brian’s body whether I want to or not!

Michael looks down at his cock. “You are lucky I like you, cause you are making my life hard.” Michael pauses. “No pun intended.”

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