I had a super super long work day on Friday, sorry guys. There isn’t strong internet up where I work (it’s in the hills) so I can’t update on my breaks. Just gonna give you some extra posts on Saturday to make up for it. It’s like 3 am here, so see you when I wake up again.
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hey! Long time reader of your blog and I love all your work. I just recently created an account to ask you this question, please please please write a caption featuring medical things, specifically medical latex gloves. Your blog and writing skills are amazing. Thank you!
Hey, thanks for the note and I appreciate you joining my Tumblr family. I’ve never done medical… that is definitely an idea. I’ll see what I can do with the medical latex gloves thing. Thanks for reading too :).
I love you. I need you. I can’t sleep without you. You’re my rock, my anchor. Thank you for accepting me for who I am; and for understanding how much I needed an alpha male in my life to guide me and instruct me on how to be a better man. I will never be dominant or in charge, but that’s fine by me, since all I seek is your validation and affection and a spot in your bed at night.
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Hello I’ve come for some advise I’m trying to masturbate by only using my fuck hole I finger myself and get intense pleasure I feel close to orgasm but can’t reach it end up jacking off I want my primary source of pleasure to come from my hole and be a good 100% bottom boy
First of all, you are to be commended for your devotion, your desire to grow and accept your place is powerful. Never doubt how this desire and understanding can truly give you the ability to change everything in your life.
I would say that the most important thing to remember is to be patient in this. You are breaking some very strong chains and cultural conditioning, and that doesn’t happen easily or quickly, but with patient endurance and daily effort, the chains will break and you will be free to be what you were born to be.
Now, some thoughts.
First of all, when working your ass pussy, try as much as possible to make your dick as irrelevant as possible. I find that wearing a jockstrap does a great deal in this regard. It keeps my meaningless dick hidden and that can help to keep it out of my thoughts.
Also, remember that one of the cultural conditioning aspects you are challenging is what an “orgasm” will be for you. For years, decades, you have defined an “orgasm” or “cumming” as the intense sensation and release which is connected to ejaculation from your dick. You are slowly reconditioning your body to experience a different form of “orgasm,” not the intense release, but the waves of pleasure which come from stimulating your ass pussy.
Allow yourself to feel that sensation, to experience it and, as you do so, consciously acknowledge that you are “cumming.” The more you do this, the more your body and mind will work together to give you that sense of “fulfillment” and “completion” that an ejaculatory orgasm used to give you. Eventually, you will stop thinking of “orgasm” as the end of the sexual act, and in this you will be open to multiple orgasms as you work your ass pussy.
At the beginning, you will find yourself needing to ejaculate to elevate the frustration that your cultural conditioning has imposed on you. A part of you will think that you haven’t finished yet, because you did not ejaculate. This will pass eventually, but in the meantime, if you absolutely must ejaculate, then only work your dick enough to bring this about, do it as quickly as possible and only working the head or gland of your dick, much as a clit would be worked. Even while doing this, remain focused on the sensation of your ass pussy. That is where your orgasms will come from.
In addition, while you are working on your ass pussy, imagine in your mind’s eye, the Alpha. Stay focused on His Cock, because that is all that matters at that moment. Imagine His Cock as it enters you, fills you. Focus on His connection to His Cock, and the pleasure His Cock give to Him as it fills you, as your ass pussy opens itself to His Cock.
Imagine His face, how His body responds to using your ass cunt. Keep in mind that this is not “sex,” but His power and dominance. Remember how His Cock, using your ass cunt, makes Him great, more powerful, more a Man.
As the sensations in your ass cunt grow, focus on the only orgasm which matters, which is His. Let your body and ass respond as you imagine Him cumming, shooting, feeling that intense release and amazing orgasmic joy which is His right as an Alpha. Soon, and with practice, you will feel the waves of an anal orgasm by imagining His powerful orgasm, a Real Man’s orgasm. In this, you will know that your orgasm don’t matter as much as His, and your body is at His service.
Keep working at it, don’t let the frustration get you down. You are on the right path, and you are breaking major chains, and reconditioning your mind and body after many, many years. But you are doing what you must and that is commendable.
Keep me informed, please, about your progress. We can all learn together.
Well, there’s this. Good learning guide for boys who feel this way.
Oh my gosh. I’ve been following your blog for a while and enjoying your beautiful writing quietly, but I just have to say that “kind of like a unicorn with the horn between his legs instead of on his forehead” was one of the best lines I’ve ever read! That just about made my night, so thank you. =)
Aha, thank you! It’s terrible writing, but it’s really funny and that trumps all editorial logic. Actually, the more I think about that metaphor, it’s actually pretty dumb! *laughs* I essentially just wrote that fucking a pussyboi is comparable to a) fucking a rare horse, and b) aren’t horses usually ridden instead of doing the riding? and c) I was pretty sure traditionally only virgins could ride unicorns. Oh well, it’s porn not a Pulitzer. I kan rite gud.
Anyway, thanks for reading, glad to make your night. I apologize if you start laughing if/when you have sex with a guy in the near future and think of this.
“Hey puppy, what you got there? Oh you got your ropetoy huh? You really like that thing don’t you?”
He got a ‘woof’ in response; the pup was holding the toy in the front of his teeth and it tumbled out when he made his excited nose. His Master sat down on the sofa and told the pup, “Bring it here, boy, come on!”
The pup bent his head to pick up the toy with his teeth again, but something went wrong. He whimpered sharply and dropped it. His Master furrowed his head, watching as his pup tried to capture it with his teeth again, but the same thing happened.
His Master got up and came over. “What’s a matter boy?” His pup looked up at him with big, soulful eyes. The Master picked up the rope and inspected it for anything sharp, but found nothing. “Uh oh. Don’t tell me.. Sit. Stay. Don’t bite now.” The man grasped his pup’s jaw in one strong hand, then slid his fingers across the pup’s gumline. When his digits slid to the back of this pup’s bottom rows of teeth, the pup howled in pain and nearly bit his Master while attempting to dislodge him. The Master cried out in surprise and pulled back his hand. The pup skittered away, then put his head down and whined.
“Oh puppy,” his Master cooed, “Your wisdom teeth are coming in aren’t they? Your jaw must be so sore. Let me get you something cool to chew on while I call the dentist.” When he came back into the room with a small plate, his pup was pushing the ropetoy with his nose and making sad dog noises at it. It broke his Master’s heart to see his boy so uncomfortable.“Aww my poor baby. There there, you’ll be able to play with your toys soon. Here, I brought you some frozen fruit pieces. Suck on these ok?” He set down the plate for his pup, gave him a sympathetic pat, and went to call the dentist.
In total, four wisdom teeth had to come out. The Master had never seem a pup so unhappy in his life, and did his best to spoil his pup with hand-feedings, warm baths, and plenty of cuddles to get him through the pain and swelling that followed.The dentist was pleased with the boy’s fast progress and lack of infection, and soon gave the all clear. The ropetoy returned to itself rightful place – in its pup’s jaws – and that tail back there just wagged and wagged.
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Text is fictional. This pup is so boyish and adorable! Would spoil by slipping food under the table 10/10. Pup is:
PupTurbo, the Deceptipup!
But mosquito hawks are like daddy long legs with wings and they eat mosquitoes and they’re so cute. <3 I'll get it in exchange for more porn. XD
I don’t have an issue with daddy long legs. I used to go to summer camp when I was a kid, and you’d find giant mats of them on walls…we’d blow on them and watch them all freak out as the ripple passed through. Very entertaining. Phobias aren’t supposed to be rational, though. Something about mosquito hawks are just unnatural.
I never found the one in my apartment. I found it briefly on the wall at 4 am that night and literally pulled a woman taking an early-morning walk off the street to come kill it – but when we got inside, it vanished, and I’m sure thinks I’m insane. It’s probably dead by now, and I’ll find its corpse somewhere…sometime…uuughhh.
You knew it would hurt, you knew he would love it, you still don’t know how you feel about about it…but you would do it again in an instant for the moment he leans in holds you and whispers “You are my good boy…”
Post coming soon…
I got a really nice post coming for you guys, but you see, there is a mosquito hawk in my kitchen. You want to know a little fact about me? Out of all the bugs in the world, I’m terrified of mosquito hawks (aka crane flies). I don’t know why. Spiders, roaches, crickets, no prob. Mosquito hawks? Hell to the fuck no. So there’s one in my kitchen and I hit it and it’s alive somewhere and I can’t fucking do shit until it’s dead. I look mighty fierce waving a graphic novel around and shrieking like a 3 year old. Anyone have a cat I can borrow? They’re supposedly good at this.
“Finally, got everything all neat and squared away! Sure is a lot of work just to isolate my favorite toy, but it’s worth it. Now it’s time to play without any pesky distractions or hindrances interrupting my fun. Oh, it’s all soft, tsk tsk, no, we can’t have that now can we, boy? And you are definitely a boy, mm yes you are.”
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Text is fictional. Source…later.