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I know I push you too hard. I know I strain you, stress you, demand you to be hyperflexible and to bear the weight of my entire body on my toes. I try to meet you halfway though. I make sure to stretch you and massage you and soak you. I drain the blisters under your nails and cut out the corns and callouses that make for awkward steps. I know you tell me you’re hurting, that you need to heal, but I abuse you and push you forward. I know this is not what you were intended to do, but you have carried me so far – across life and across the stage. You are hurting, throbbing in pain, so it is obvious I am not taking good enough care of you. I’m so sorry. When I dance, it is a compromise of art and my physical limits. I need you. I need you so much, so please, don’t hold me hostage. I can’t do this without you. I need you to fly. Just a little longer, don’t give out on me. Two more performances, and then we can rest. Get that surgery you need. I promise. Just be beautiful and hold me up a little longer. Please.

(Text is fictional; dancer is Gonzalo Garcia of the New York City Ballet.)

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Jb Dubs is the musical project of Boston Ballet dancer James Whiteside. To unwind from his rigorous career, James enjoys creating fun upbeat music; he also choreographs and creates sexy music videos for his tracks. James is openly gay and is a very confident man.

This is the music video for “I Hate My Job”. Even if the song isn’t your cup of tea, you should watch it on mute just for the legs. Oh the legs! Three pairs of sculpted, sexy dancer legs in striking red heels with no pants in the way. Fierce as hell. By the way – check the recommended videos afterwards, there’s bloopers.