I’m sorry, I’m struggling to post knowing Tumblr can just violate their terms of service and just erase my posts from their entire platform with no warning. T_T
I think I need to archive this before moving forward.
Ok, I survived the great Porn Purge and all the drama that comes with Tumblr, but this may end me.
Recently, one of my posts vanished (the one about the guy with the hook up that made him question consent). It just vanished. I thought I had thrown my phone into my bag at the beach without the screen locked and Tumblr open, and somehow the post got deleted.
Well, a nice user just messaged me asking about a post that they couldn’t find, I’ll call it the Sam & Paul post. This happens, Tumblr likes to hide “adult material”. Well, I was going through my archive and not only was it not there, but it felt like that there should be more posts in my archive.
There’s a Tumblr mirror website called Tumbex, and I found the Sam & Paul post. It was reblogged by someone called @savingwedgies (thanks bro). You can see all their posts on their Tumbex page. However, when I try to pull up the post by itself, Tumbex says “Post not found”. When I try to locate the post on @savingwedgies’s actual Tumblr page, it’s not there.
It seems that Tumblr has deleted the post so it can’t be located or summoned, even if you have the link (like the way you can see a hidden Youtube video even if you have the link). According to Tumblr rules, if your post is deleted on Tumblr, it does not delete any reblogs of it – in theory. But my post is gone on my Tumblr and other Tumblrs. This is hugely alarming. Before, Tumblr just flagged your posts and hid them from the public. Now they’re just gone.
I’m in an actual panic about this. I managed to screenshot my missing post, but I have no idea how about what other posts of mine are just….gone. I feel kind of sick. And I can’t locate my other missing post. What’s the point of continuing if they just vanish?
What happened to my last post??? Did anyone manage to reblog it? Or have a tab open where it still may be in existence? oh no T_T what happened, it’s gone!
It’s the one with Wes and Austin talking at the bar about the grinder hookup.
“Boy, stop bothering James and come over and order please,” Gio said tersely. James glanced at him and waved his hand. “Oh nonsense, Gio. Val isn’t bothering me a bit. I’m quite interested in hearing about his first anal orgasm actually, as I’m trying to accomplish that with my own boy.” “He really isn’t a bother? He’s been talking about it non stop today to literally everyone.” “Aren’t you proud you got your Val to accomplish that?” Gio shifted. “He’s making me seem like I got a magic dick or something.” “Ahaha, oooh I get it. You’re embarrassed.” “I am not,” Gio tossed the menu on the table. “Yes you are.” “I wasn’t even trying to give him one,” Gio whined. “I wanted him to stay horny.” James chuckled. “Well that’s the fun thing about chastity. You know never how your boy will react when you put them under such circumstances, isn’t that right boy?” “Oh yes Sir. It surprises even me sometimes,” Val said. James’ boy Beau walked over, drying himself off from the pool, bronzed and naked. His chrome cage glinted in the sun. “Hello Sir,” he nodded at James. “Hi boy. How was your swim?” “Lovely. I’m worn out.” “Good, you had a lot of energy this morning.” James gestured to an empty seat. “You’re welcome to sit down and join the conversation. We were just talking about how Val here had his first anal orgasm last night,” James said. Beau gasped and plopped down. “Did you really?? Oh, Gio you stud.” He winked and turned to Val. “Oh you must tell me how it happened. I want to hear everything.” Gio groaned and covered his face with his hand. The waiter came over. “Are you ready to order Sir?” “Yeah, please, anything with vodka in it, and make it a double.”
Finn walked up to Scott who was relaxing on the sofa. “Can I see your phone a sec?” Scott raised an eyebrow. “Why?” “Not going to look in it, trust me.” Scott thought and handed his phone over. Finn smiled. “Thank you.” He took the phone and set it on the coffee table out of reach. He then climbed onto the sofa and straddled Scott’s legs. “Hi.” “Hello. Was that your cunning plan?” “Yes,” Finn said. “You want some attention?” “Yes.” Scott reached back to squeeze Finn’s ass in both hands. “I can give you attention. Why are you wearing underwear?” “So you can take it off?” “Right answer.” Scott smacked his ass and kneaded it. “Mmm you’re getting hard against my hip. Let’s move this to the bedroom.” “But I don’t want to get off of you. Your hands feel so good.” “It’ll feel even better when I’m inside you,” Scott purred. Finn whimpered.
Lawrence waved his hand. “Have them turn forward now.” The handler pressed a button that made a noise in the room with one way glass and they turn. Lawrence sipped his wine. “This is too difficult, they’re all beautiful. May I have all three?” “All three?” the handler repeated. He couldn’t fathom spending that much in one night. “Yes. Think of the fun. I do like them losing control and enjoying each other. You don’t let them masturbate right?” “No.” “Delightful, they will be eager. Yes, send all three. It’s a holiday tomorrow, might as well be up all night.” “Might as well. Yes sir, I’ll send all three up to your room.” “Delightful, thank you. I’ll be up once I finish this glass.” Lawrence checked his phone. There was a message from his husband, Theo: Which one did you pick? Lawrence texted back: I splurged and went with all three. All three??? Theo’s message was accompanied with laughing emojis. Why on earth? How are you going to manage? Lawrence sipped and wrote back: Oh I’ll manage. And I needed three. That’s how many it takes to replace one of you in the bedroom. Theo texted back a serious of crying emojis. You’re so sweet. I love you, and hate I had to go on a work trip. Lawrence scoffed. I love you, but don’t lie, you also love China, I know you’re having a great time despite your meetings. The food and tea have indeed been amazing, but my bed is half empty and I still miss you. Lawrence smiled. My bed is also half empty. Miss you and love you too. Theo wrote back: Love you. Now go enjoy those boys and text me all the exploits. I even want to know if they’re circumcised. Lawrence chuckled.Yes dear. Lawrence inserted a heart into the message and sent it.
Lawrence exhaled. He finished his wine and set down the glass. Now that he was loosened up, it was time to get busy. And thank god for being busy! Lawrence was desperate for some way to pass the time until Theo came home to him.
