bookofbaitnate:

allbecauseoftheboys:

Hey there dear. I bet this whole controversy confuses the fuck out of my new followers. A lot of the haters thought I did it for attention, that I was trying to be the boys in the picture, that I was using the plight of gay people for mad followers, etc. Of course, none of this is true, but since these people don’t know me, it’s understandable they’d jump to these conclusions. I should have seen it coming, anyway. People who saw that post checked my Tumblr out expecting to see sweet gay mush and instead got chastity pictures, so I think I freaked them out a wee bit…

Anyway, Nate is one of my bestie followers, so any friend of his is a friend of mine. Thanks for follow!

😀

We still need to find out who removed the “text is fictional” from the post, but I doubt that’ll ever happen. Anyway, keep on truckin’ and enjoy what you do- and remember, you get hate on a site full of haters, it means you’ve hit the big time. 🙂

You know what really baffles me? There was only a short period of time when that post went up without a disclaimer, like way in the beginning. Once it started to get a lot of likes, I quickly tacked it on. But this was like, November 2013. The second round of viral insanity happened in April 2014. I’m like 99% sure that screenshot didn’t show up until April. So either someone was just sitting on the screenshot for like four months or they edited it the disclaimer out. And in the screenshot, you can see someone reblogged me – damamgedinvestigator was it? – but I checked that person’s Tumblr and it’s deleted it! Nancy Drew needs to get on this.

Thanks for your patience as I cluttered your dash with word salad. I was uh, really backed up there.

Did I publish this or not? I can’t remember… it’s fucking long though, sorry.

I’ve been writing since I was a child, mostly stupid little stories and poetry. We had something in school called Young Authors Day where we gotta write little books and I always rocked at that. I’ve always loved to read and reading inspires writing.

I got into writing about cock through mIRC. I used to hang out in various yaoi scanlation groups in high school (god, the shame, the shame!), and befriended some people in those circles. One girl, D, said she and some friends used to do original content roleplaying and invited me to check out them playing. Well, turns out D’s friend, I think her name was Maya, was into some real heavy stuff – like hardcore pain BDSM and cruel characters – and it freaked me the fuck out. However, one of the other girls in the group, J, was kind of disgusted by it too and we paired off.

J and I roleplayed for five years, we created our own little fantasy world with huge families and storylines. It was very thorough. Well, J slowly began to get more manic and more manipulative. She had some negative situations in her home life and liked to put herself in shit situations for the pity and attention. Eventually, she became too toxic. I tried to help, but eventually I had to sever ties and say good-bye to her and my characters.

I tried to find other RP partners but none really compared to J’s caliber of writing. Gurl knew her shit. I RP’ed with a long term friend of mine, M, for a short while, but M got swallowed alive by various video game fandoms and essentially stopped wanting to RP with literally overnight. However, she introduced me to Tumblr. M also sent me her old Kindle when gifted with a new one, and it came with some pdfs of gay fiction.

Up until that point, I never really thought of writing for serious because I’d never finished anything I’d written. Writing novels is a huge undertaking. However, these stories for the Kindle were often short, simple, and most actually had decent plot with some appropriate sex folded right in. I read them and thought, “Hey I could do this!” (and then I’d read shit by like Erastes and be like, “I will never write again cause I will never be this good.”)

I decided to try my hand at writing on Tumblr to scratch the itch. Professional writers all advocate writing once a day and Tumblr has helped me to do that. Also, I’ve interned at a magazine, got published on a travel website, and wrote live reports for an industry music magazine. I really don’t wanna do those things for a job though. I wanna write erotica and romance.

And why? I don’t know. It’s satisfying. To answer your other question – I’m actually neither a sub or a dom. I have a very very low sex drive and have a severe aversion to being touched. Part of the reason why I write is because it’s fantasy. If I could be a top or bottom, I’d be both. I’d be a flaming gay man and a giant cock slut for sure. Like, Brian Kinney and Emmett Honeycutt in one. I swear to god.